I am the daughter of King of Kings and Lord of Lords \0/
All of God's children matters to Him. We were created for His purpose. When others don't choose you, just remember that God chose YOU! And HIS purpose for your life is greater. God's will be done! Praise \0/ Jesus
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Sharing from my journal
My testimony as a child
At the tender age of 4, I remembered a particular day that stood out to me. My mother was being nice to me, and I was very happy, because I felt loved by her. She dressed me up in a pretty blue dress and she told me that she loved me. That day, was the most important day of my life, feeling very happy and feeling very loved. It's very true.
It had to be the spring of 1966, when someone picked me up to go to a birthday party at a park. There were lots of children, so much playing, laughing and everyone was having fun. I was so happy, that life was so good to me that day.
I started to walk around the park, looking at the grass, the flowers, the trees and the beautiful blue sky with the white fluffy clouds and the birds. I was so fascinated by it all that I had wondered, where did all of this come from?
As I continued walking to see more, I entered into the woods, I had wandered away from the party. I didn't know where I was at, everything changed. I was lost in the woods, it got very quiet, no sounds of children, I found the park and it was completely empty, I was scared and crying, because there were no one around.
I walked back into the woods, to see if I can remember what happened, I was so frightened, and then I started to hear a whispering voice calling out my name and I was turning my head in different directions, looking for that person who was calling out to me and no one was there. I was really afraid and then I heard that whispering voice again and this time it said, "don't be afraid, I love you" I didn't know who was calling out to me, that I stood still and then, I was feeling an incredible warmth and peace, the sun became bright and the light was beaming all over me that I glowed brightly. That is when I knew then, it was God that was calling out my name and that's when I knew that He created me and I knew that I was His child It was that easy for me to believe and I embraced it.
After that experience, I immediately found my way back to the park where all the children was at, and the woman who brought me there, never knew I was missing. I was confused, because it felt like the world disappeared that day, because of all the loud noises that had stopped, it was completely quiet. I knew that day,
that I belonged to God.
I thought about God everyday, that I wanted to know who He was. I had lots of questions. I was about 5 or 6 years old when I asked my father about God. I wanted to understand how this world began and why, and why I am in this world. My father couldn't answer me, as a matter of fact, I was driving him crazy with all the questions, LOL.. I believed I overwhelmed him.
I grew up in a Catholic family, and went to a Spanish mass for the first 18 years of my life, until I ran away from home. The funny thing about going to that mass, I never understood anything that they were talking about. None what so ever. I didn't understand why my parents were taking me and my siblings there.
I was around 7 years old when I asked my mother why do we go to the mass? She answered, because I am suppose to love God and that God hates children who are not good. WOW! That really frighten me! So, I prayed to God in my room and I ask God to teach me to be good, because, I didn't want Him to hate me.
I didn't understand about God's love, because I was taught that God hated me, by my mother. Though, I never believed that God hated me, because I couldn't believe that God created me to be hated by Him. It just didn't make sense to me. But, it made more sense that my mother hated me, because I saw that she was a sick woman who have destroyed my life. I have always loved my mother and my father, no matter what they have done to me. And I have forgiven them both before they died.
I have lived a life of hard knocks almost my whole entire life. Without getting into the details of my painful life, as a little child that I was, I had so much faith in God, that one day, I would find out who He really is, why He created me, why I am in this world and what was His plan and purpose for my life was.
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Sharing from my journal
My testimony as a child
At the tender age of 4, I remembered a particular day that stood out to me. My mother was being nice to me, and I was very happy, because I felt loved by her. She dressed me up in a pretty blue dress and she told me that she loved me. That day, was the most important day of my life, feeling very happy and feeling very loved. It's very true.
It had to be the spring of 1966, when someone picked me up to go to a birthday party at a park. There were lots of children, so much playing, laughing and everyone was having fun. I was so happy, that life was so good to me that day.
I started to walk around the park, looking at the grass, the flowers, the trees and the beautiful blue sky with the white fluffy clouds and the birds. I was so fascinated by it all that I had wondered, where did all of this come from?
As I continued walking to see more, I entered into the woods, I had wandered away from the party. I didn't know where I was at, everything changed. I was lost in the woods, it got very quiet, no sounds of children, I found the park and it was completely empty, I was scared and crying, because there were no one around.
I walked back into the woods, to see if I can remember what happened, I was so frightened, and then I started to hear a whispering voice calling out my name and I was turning my head in different directions, looking for that person who was calling out to me and no one was there. I was really afraid and then I heard that whispering voice again and this time it said, "don't be afraid, I love you" I didn't know who was calling out to me, that I stood still and then, I was feeling an incredible warmth and peace, the sun became bright and the light was beaming all over me that I glowed brightly. That is when I knew then, it was God that was calling out my name and that's when I knew that He created me and I knew that I was His child It was that easy for me to believe and I embraced it.
After that experience, I immediately found my way back to the park where all the children was at, and the woman who brought me there, never knew I was missing. I was confused, because it felt like the world disappeared that day, because of all the loud noises that had stopped, it was completely quiet. I knew that day,
that I belonged to God.
I thought about God everyday, that I wanted to know who He was. I had lots of questions. I was about 5 or 6 years old when I asked my father about God. I wanted to understand how this world began and why, and why I am in this world. My father couldn't answer me, as a matter of fact, I was driving him crazy with all the questions, LOL.. I believed I overwhelmed him.
I grew up in a Catholic family, and went to a Spanish mass for the first 18 years of my life, until I ran away from home. The funny thing about going to that mass, I never understood anything that they were talking about. None what so ever. I didn't understand why my parents were taking me and my siblings there.
I was around 7 years old when I asked my mother why do we go to the mass? She answered, because I am suppose to love God and that God hates children who are not good. WOW! That really frighten me! So, I prayed to God in my room and I ask God to teach me to be good, because, I didn't want Him to hate me.
I didn't understand about God's love, because I was taught that God hated me, by my mother. Though, I never believed that God hated me, because I couldn't believe that God created me to be hated by Him. It just didn't make sense to me. But, it made more sense that my mother hated me, because I saw that she was a sick woman who have destroyed my life. I have always loved my mother and my father, no matter what they have done to me. And I have forgiven them both before they died.
I have lived a life of hard knocks almost my whole entire life. Without getting into the details of my painful life, as a little child that I was, I had so much faith in God, that one day, I would find out who He really is, why He created me, why I am in this world and what was His plan and purpose for my life was.
This video below, is a good way to sum up and depict my life, in how God presented Himself to me when I was 4 years old,. Then finding out later that I was lead astray, but knowing in my heart, that God was always there, because He never left me, nor has He forsaken me.
My life has spiraled out of control, and the forces of evil was trying to hold me down, as Jesus was pulling me back into His loving arms, and that is when I discovered that it was Jesus all this time that I had a relationship with since I was 4 years old.
Jesus is truly my hidden treasure from my past. that He has opened up, so He can unveil the truth about Who He really is. That is when I fell to my knees and I wept. Because Jesus is the Son of the Living God, Who is God in the flesh. I bear witness to that truth, and no one could ever take that away from me.
Jesus saved me in May of 1992. He created in me a new spirit, I've been born again. Jesus is my true closure, that I could not find in my past. Seek first the Kingdom of God, and all the answers that you have been looking for, will be reveal to you, as you patiently wait for the Lord. Not easy, but trusting Jesus is the key for Him to work in your life. I ought to know, as I lived a life of hard knocks my whole life. May you all be blessed.
My life has spiraled out of control, and the forces of evil was trying to hold me down, as Jesus was pulling me back into His loving arms, and that is when I discovered that it was Jesus all this time that I had a relationship with since I was 4 years old.
Jesus is truly my hidden treasure from my past. that He has opened up, so He can unveil the truth about Who He really is. That is when I fell to my knees and I wept. Because Jesus is the Son of the Living God, Who is God in the flesh. I bear witness to that truth, and no one could ever take that away from me.
Jesus saved me in May of 1992. He created in me a new spirit, I've been born again. Jesus is my true closure, that I could not find in my past. Seek first the Kingdom of God, and all the answers that you have been looking for, will be reveal to you, as you patiently wait for the Lord. Not easy, but trusting Jesus is the key for Him to work in your life. I ought to know, as I lived a life of hard knocks my whole life. May you all be blessed.